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lynnwv | February 01, 2008 11:27

I’m home.  I’m really shaky.  I can’t focus too well, probably has something to do with the Vicaden.  I am surprised to say that it has been as much an emotional battle for me so far as a physical one.  I thought the emotional battle would come later, but apparently I was wrong.

 

I feel like I have those tiny rubber bands under my arms and around chest right now.  You know the ones that only stretch one inch.  Only they are stretched all the way around.  The doctors office says the tightness is normal.  Can I say there is nothing normal about what is going on right now. 

 

I’m really glad to be home.  I hate that Mom and Dad and Pete are doing all the work around here and I mostly cry and whine.  I should be truly grateful and feel blessed for all the prayers that have allowed me to get home earlier than expected and will see me through the pain and having the blessing of them to help me .  And I am, I really am, but sometimes I’m very selfish and for that I hope you and the Lord will forgive me.  It’s only a couple of weeks and it’ll get better.  An FYI, I’m supposed to start Chemo in 3 weeks.

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